Monday, February 13, 2012

I hate you she screamed

"I hate you!"
I take a palm to the face.
"I hate you!"
I take a boot to the knee.
"I hate you!"
Do I deserve this?
Nipple clamps....now? Really?
safe word...safe word..
lost in the screaming...
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!
worst...
sex...
ever.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Cannibal of love

When you ripped my heart out
You took my intestines with it
I followed them for miles
picking them off the dirty ground
shoving them back in my stomach
Apologize to old ladies tripping over them
"I'm sorry mam bad love affair"
They shake their head in disgust
"You should go to church! Find a good girl there!"
Wish I could they kicked me out after I washed my bloody hands in the holy water
Not my fault
I'm bleeding because I have a hole in my chest from a viscous hungry cannibal of a woman!
NOW LOOK AT MY GUTS! Covered in trash and dog shit! Bad enough I have the stench of failure!
Finally I near the end, struggling to put it all, shove it all, put myself togther...and there at the end of my intestines...
YOU! Eating my heart...with HIM! Oh come now!
How dare you share my heart with a complete stranger.
I demand you puke it up now!
Now I have a heart...with a damn fork in it!